Does God Want Me to Go?

"December is not that far away. I have bills to pay. Property tax is going to be due." All these thoughts swirled through my head as I began to fill out the paperwork it takes to start this journey. "Why now?" I asked myself. "Really? YOU? A mission trip? That's crazy!" This past year I had been asking God to show me what I needed to do. I had some writing skills but I sat around so long without putting in any effort, I felt like I couldn't do it anymore.
One Sabbath recently, I saw a small poster on the bulletin board talking about the Beauty for Ashes Mission Trip to San Jose, Costa Rica. I didn't think much of it, but when I got home, I got an urge to look at my passport. It was funny. I never wanted to travel overseas except to see Israel.
We went when my daughter turned 18 and had a good time but I figured I would never need to use my passport again. It had already expired but there was a window of time where you could reapply without returning to the office and I got my payment in with only 2 days to spare. Weird. The even weirder part was I had a little extra cash that week, so I was able to spend it.
So now, I'm going to assume I'm going to Costa Rica. God will show me what to do next as I try even harder to do His will because of the little miracles I see happening. I'm excited but feel fearless, because God is answering my prayers. That's all for now.
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